傻瓜

我总是没有安全感 一没有安全感就会乱说话

就算心里不是那么想 嘴巴却说了气话

我只是在掩饰我的懦弱

当我叫你走时候，其实心里不是那么想的 你知道吗？

我只是想听到你的安慰

当你真的走掉时，我又没理由叫你留下

我真是爱生气 就因为我没安全感

我自卑 总觉得在你身边的女人都好过我

我怕 我担心 你会被她们给吸引 而不管我了

我总是喜欢叫你说些甜言蜜语

不是什么 就只是要确定你心里还有我

我总爱说气话 就因为喜欢听到你哄我 让我知道你心里还在乎我 :(

你懂吗？

failure

I'm a failed girlfriend. I'm such a failure. I spoil everything. I'm hot temper. I like to scold people. I like to control bf's social life.I like to force people . I like to judge people before looking at my own mistake. I care too much. I'm not perfect...

Autumn 1.9.2012

Hello people.

Autumn is coming finally.

but is too cold, is min degree is 4*c.

I don't know how am I gonna to survive when winter is coming.

Wearing a formal skirt to school today and I nearly die before I reached the school.

I should wear pants or maybe leggings.

Silly me.

The moment I stepped out from the door, I started to regret !!

Raining everyday and no more short pants for me until next year i think.

Went to old town today and bought a long pants from H&M

I want to buy heels and boots but too bad the smallest shoes sizes are 36!!

WHY NO 35? WHY?

It's so hard for me to buy a suitable shoes here.

Assignments are killing.

I think I need to write at least 7000 words in total.

German test on this coming Monday

fml

 Baby makes me so miss him recently

The feeling turns stronger which makes me wanna meet him so badly!!

I will wait until that day <3 

Sleep tight baby, a good night kiss for you. 

Today is Friday night and everywhere is happening now.

but I am blogging here and cover myself with a big blanket.

I am a good girl right? hehe. 

It's time for me to hit the sack

goodnight everyone.

See you in my dream <3

xoxo

29.8.2012

Finally done my first presentation in IMI.

The feeling is sucks.

I hate present in front of those orang rambutan

It made me ganjeong like shit

Same class with'em make me feel like I am so stupid.

But it was a good experience to let me learn something new here.

I will work harder and thank for the advise,sir :)

I will try my best to understand your english x.x tsk tsk

I love weekend because I can sleep as long as I could. 

I need to rest more.

My body is so weak recently and I can feel something wrong with my heart.

Kinda worry and told my silly boy

And he asked me to eat more vitamins and fruits.

So i bought a lot of fruits the next day.

Now only i realized body health is so important and this made me miss my mummy so much.

I eat quite lot of instant noodles recently but I know i should stop it.

I want a healthy body so i go to jog with friends every weekend to stop the fats grow on my body.

Hope can build some little abs hehe

Drink more water, eat more fruits and exercise more.

I don't want let them worry about me. 

hehe

I'm an independent girl

xoxo

stress

Finally done my personal essay.

Can't believe that I actually wrote so many craps in the paper.

 Just hope that I won't fail it.

 I really tried my best to finish it and FIRST TIME went to library to borrow books. 

Should I say thank you ? 

Study in foreign uni ain't easy. People always think that study in oversea is so enjoyable, but they don't know that foreign lecturers are actually have high expectation on all of us. They expect we all know what they want. But we really have no idea what they actually want.

They are extremely strict if compare to Taylor's.

German class is sucks too x.x

Anyway, i will work hard and try not to make my parents worry about me.

Bought some snacks to de-stress 

Summer season and the weather is freaking hot.

And our classrooms have no fan at all

what the hell is this.

No air-cond, No fan, but we need to wear our blazers all the time.

Can you imagine how hot is it !!

it makes us dizzy and no mood to study.

But I feel so happy and relax everytime skype with my parents

They went to penang to spend their holidays without me :(

They skype with me in the hotel room and make me so envy and miss them!!

Look at my face.
EMO LOOK.

I just miss them

19.8.2012

不管是小时候还是现在 都有家人宠着我

现在恋爱了 有男朋友宠

但是我的男友思想比我成熟 教会了我很多事

太任性时总会毫不留情的骂我

有时候凶我时 我就会觉得他不爱我了

他总爱骂我公主病 我承认我有一点

我在努力的改掉这个病

朋友都说做我男友很可怜 压力

是这样吗  宝贝？

我不想这样的 只是我比较容易没有安全感

每次都惹你生气 我真的不是故意的

:(

Street parade @zurich

Hello People.

I had a super duper wonderful weekend last week.

Our new friend from Hong Kong asked us to join her gang to Zurich last week.

Since we had nothing to do,so we decided to go.

At Railway station waiting for the train...

Ok, I'm lazy, let the pix do the talking

Cosplay Rock!!

This is like the scene in Pirahna lol

Party time

My lunch of the day, #movenpick swiss chocolate ice-cream. yummy

Spot the difference? The one who drinks beer and I drink mineral water.

First time see the dirty street in swiss

After that, we had our dinner at Japanese Restaurant.

Yummy. But i still prefer sakea sushi. I miss soft shell crab.

This pink Boom is nice.

This couple is so cute. The guy wanna take pix with us.just cuz we are short 0.0

My exhausted face after playing the whole long day.

End here.

tata

xoxo