exhausted week

Look at my exhausted face..

I just finished my final presentation and report.

I never had this kind of experience before in Taylor's.

I rush my EDP project from morning until another morning- 5.30am

I am sleepy but I can't sleep.

All of us were running out time.

sleep for 3 hours, go to uni meeting again the same routine

from morning until midnight.

First time see the study area was full with Higher Diploma students.

I can see everyone's tiring faces.

I am glad that I am not in charge of design the hotel building.

Drawing a room is ain't easy. and now they need to draw a hotel. Cannot miss out any single detail

I truly understand that is a very tough job, so i give my 'designer' group mate a very high mark in the evaluation form.

And what's me kinda down is our presentation's mark.

Suppose can get a high mark.

But we talked too tong.

Mark drops from 71 until 61. 

dafuq

Well. everything is end now. First thing when i reached my hostel is jump into my bed and sleep.

I think everyone is same like me as well.

And My lecturer, Mr.pfeiffer.

You are really a great lecturer 

First time see a lecturer will stay together with us, accomp us do our project until midnight.

You have me respect. I will miss you.

Now have to start to study for my final exam on next Monday and Tuesday.

After exam, will start my internship for 4 months. 

Time passes faster, i wanna go home

I miss my home...

8.12.2012

It's been awhile , finally got the chance to Skype with my baby

the Internet connection is good because there is no one else in his house.

His smile is still the same. I love to see his smile...

He keeps saying something make me angry. When I show the angry face.. He tells me long time didn't see that face d... And he laugh again...

I'm so happy that I'm the reason he smiles ❤

One more thing, he tells me that he is going to move to the new hostel soon,

But he refuses to tell me the new address, so that I can't suddenly stand in front of him when I back from Swiss, how smart and bad, he said his heart can't bear any surprise :/

Is okay, I still have other plan yoh hehehe

He said he don't miss me at all

Ego boy! 

I know you miss me badly because I can see it from your eyes. Your eyes show everything...

hiak hiak

Oh well, I don't miss you as well!!

But, I love you ❤

International Night 2012

International Night on last Friday night.

Had a 'small' fight with the bad boy before the night.LOL

thanks god we able to fixed the problem, if not you will see my black face the whole night.

Wearing Chinese traditional cheongsam that night.

So happy baby said I looked like a pretty bride that night. (He seldom praise me lol)

We prepared red bean soup, teh tarik and fried bihun that night.

(So sorry to say but I still prefer the teh tarik from mamak) 

hehe

Let's the pix do the talking.

Okay, you should ignore my messy room.

hehe

A girl is missing...WHO? is our dearest Fidella  ..

We miss chu <3

me and my dear roommate

The gang 

My cute babe 

With the sexy girl from swiss

Amanda and me :)

Friends from Hong Kong and Macau

with Indonesians

Last but not least

Yours truly

night night
xoxo 

Katharine McPhee - Terrified (with lyrics)

                       

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

Winter in the town

Winter is finally coming to the town!

Can you see the snow?

It is freaking cold outside.

This morning really pissed me off.

They told me got a meeting at 1.30

Then see the wrong bus schedule and end up wait at the bus stop for 30 mins.

I nearly die there omfg. Its too cold and the wind is too strong.

Then what really pissed me off was

I went to uni then someone told me that one of our group member couldn't attend the meeting.

I was like what the hell ?!

Then I stayed in the school for around 30 mins,did nothing then walked to the bus stop again.

Seriously can't feel my fingers that time

I look so pale

Running Nose

huhu :(

It's snowing today

I am so happy like a kiddo

faster ask chelsea to help me snap some photos

Too bad can't see the snow in the pix

Peace! 

I want to hide into his arms so badly!!

Now I am hiding under my blanket LOL

haha

Goodnight people 

xoxo

Weekend yoh! 20.10.2012

Winter is coming soon.

I can see the snow on the mountain.

It's so beautiful and cold.

How good if baby was here and hugged me tight in his arm. :)

Sore throat is getting serious and non-stop coughing.

All my fault. I just told my friend all people are sick, except me. *forget to touch wood*

so now is my turn fml.

and one thing.

I don't know whether is the weather here or my own problem

Pimples keep popping out.

My goodness.

So damn emo when I see my face :/

That day accompany shu ping go apple store to buy ipod 5g

It is sooooo beautiful and colourful

It makes me confuse whether I should buy ip5 or ipod 5g.

-.-

My face never changed.

FOREVER CHUBBY 

but old people say this is good 

because can 旺夫 hiak hiak

My dark circles are freaking scary.

I sleep too late recently.

my fault again.

So happy is Friday night

not because of party night,clubbing or whatever 

but I can sleep late and wake up late the next day.

It' s H A P P E N I N G everywhere

SO WHAT?!

I used to be a guai bao bao

H A H A 

Kay, enjoy your weekend people!

Ciao~

waiting baby home~ ing 

xoxo 

12.10.2012

Hello people

I am finally back to swiss

Feel so good 

The places we went were terrible. especially the people, rude, unfriendly, unhelpful, dirty and fierce!

But of course we met some kind people as well.

The only good thing is the food and the stuffs are so cheap

one burger set with drink and salad only cost 5.50 eup

 unlike Switzerland, the living cost is so high, when i come back the the price, i feel like crying.

ONE BURGER COST ME 9.90 CHF?! 

ONE SAUSAGE COST 5.80 

wth!!

This was the first Europe budget trip I travel with my friends.

 we actually saved up a lot.

Everyday walked from early morning until night.

A brand new experience for me to carry my heavy luggage and find the hotel.

Damn tired and my legs were nearly broke.

This trip really made me miss my parents a lot.

I used to travel with them when I was small.

Now without them, I feel so sad.

Homesick!!

Holiday is going to end soon :(

Result out soon. 

Tomorrow me and even will go to Davos for interview.

The restaurant manager is so kind. She asks us to work there for one day and give us stay in the hotel one night.

How good :*

I really wish I can work there so that I can back to Malaysia for few months.

I hate the passport bag that fasten on my stomach, looked so fat

Last but not least

Happy 1 year and 6 months anniversary to my bad boy

♥

Time to hit the sack

goodnight

xoxo 

Happy kid

Short Update here!

Exam is finally over!!!

Amsterdam ,wait me! I'm coming! The first thing I wanna do when I reach there is, eat KFC !!! 

Miss the fried chicken so much ..

 I have no idea why the Swiss government not allowed KFC operate here

 *if i have money, I wish to open a KFC fast food restaurant in Europe country , confirm become millionaire , fingers-crossed"

K, gotta sleep now, goodnight

xoxo

29.9.2012

"No matter where we are, we're always looking at the same sky"

Hr Presentation finally ended!!

Two more assignments and next week is my midterm exam.

Then one week break~ TAHAN!!

I don't wan't to see my German midterm text result

confirm get very low marks :(

Listening part is the worst part, can't even listen a word, speak too fast LOL

Finally get to know that the hotel ask us go for the interview.

Oh yeahh!

Wish me pass the interview so that i can book my flight tix back home <3

The happiest news ever!!

What doesn't kill you make you stronger!

Take it as an experience

Live to the fullest 

xoxo

  Love mua blog background  ♥

p/s : I wish someone will send me sweet goodnight text EVERYDAY!you know what i dislike

只怕想家

  

 2012 最大的愿望就是大家可以顺顺利利的毕业 虽然在这里读书很辛苦 但我会加油努力的

internship快点完 

然后可以回家看看亲爱的人

就算只是短短的两个月 我也满足了

和他可以长长久久 快快乐乐 偶尔吵吵闹闹 闹一闹脾气增进感情

当然还要越来越爱我 呵呵

谢正沣 听到吗？

所有家人朋友身体健康

没有什么比健康来得重要

幸福就这么简单

20岁快乐

♥

每天都很想念你们啊 怎么办

                      

:(

I miss Malaysia
I miss my country
I miss my gang in Taylor's
I miss the moment we had presentation together in front of all the lovely students
I miss Malaysian food
I miss my family
I miss my best friends
I miss my boyfriend
I miss we did our assignments together
I miss we share good things and bad things together, no blaming each other or whatever
Study abroad can help me to brighten up my future but I don't like it
I hate the people who only know to crap around and do nothing but in the end, they just blame everything on you! This is what I see here. I don't even know who can i ask when i face the problem in my assignment.
This is totally fucked me up. Stress, so stress...

Time please passes faster,
I just wanna finish my study as fast as possible and go back to my own country.

傻瓜

我总是没有安全感 一没有安全感就会乱说话

就算心里不是那么想 嘴巴却说了气话

我只是在掩饰我的懦弱

当我叫你走时候，其实心里不是那么想的 你知道吗？

我只是想听到你的安慰

当你真的走掉时，我又没理由叫你留下

我真是爱生气 就因为我没安全感

我自卑 总觉得在你身边的女人都好过我

我怕 我担心 你会被她们给吸引 而不管我了

我总是喜欢叫你说些甜言蜜语

不是什么 就只是要确定你心里还有我

我总爱说气话 就因为喜欢听到你哄我 让我知道你心里还在乎我 :(

你懂吗？

failure

I'm a failed girlfriend. I'm such a failure. I spoil everything. I'm hot temper. I like to scold people. I like to control bf's social life.I like to force people . I like to judge people before looking at my own mistake. I care too much. I'm not perfect...

Autumn 1.9.2012

Hello people.

Autumn is coming finally.

but is too cold, is min degree is 4*c.

I don't know how am I gonna to survive when winter is coming.

Wearing a formal skirt to school today and I nearly die before I reached the school.

I should wear pants or maybe leggings.

Silly me.

The moment I stepped out from the door, I started to regret !!

Raining everyday and no more short pants for me until next year i think.

Went to old town today and bought a long pants from H&M

I want to buy heels and boots but too bad the smallest shoes sizes are 36!!

WHY NO 35? WHY?

It's so hard for me to buy a suitable shoes here.

Assignments are killing.

I think I need to write at least 7000 words in total.

German test on this coming Monday

fml

 Baby makes me so miss him recently

The feeling turns stronger which makes me wanna meet him so badly!!

I will wait until that day <3 

Sleep tight baby, a good night kiss for you. 

Today is Friday night and everywhere is happening now.

but I am blogging here and cover myself with a big blanket.

I am a good girl right? hehe. 

It's time for me to hit the sack

goodnight everyone.

See you in my dream <3

xoxo

29.8.2012

Finally done my first presentation in IMI.

The feeling is sucks.

I hate present in front of those orang rambutan

It made me ganjeong like shit

Same class with'em make me feel like I am so stupid.

But it was a good experience to let me learn something new here.

I will work harder and thank for the advise,sir :)

I will try my best to understand your english x.x tsk tsk

I love weekend because I can sleep as long as I could. 

I need to rest more.

My body is so weak recently and I can feel something wrong with my heart.

Kinda worry and told my silly boy

And he asked me to eat more vitamins and fruits.

So i bought a lot of fruits the next day.

Now only i realized body health is so important and this made me miss my mummy so much.

I eat quite lot of instant noodles recently but I know i should stop it.

I want a healthy body so i go to jog with friends every weekend to stop the fats grow on my body.

Hope can build some little abs hehe

Drink more water, eat more fruits and exercise more.

I don't want let them worry about me. 

hehe

I'm an independent girl

xoxo

stress

Finally done my personal essay.

Can't believe that I actually wrote so many craps in the paper.

 Just hope that I won't fail it.

 I really tried my best to finish it and FIRST TIME went to library to borrow books. 

Should I say thank you ? 

Study in foreign uni ain't easy. People always think that study in oversea is so enjoyable, but they don't know that foreign lecturers are actually have high expectation on all of us. They expect we all know what they want. But we really have no idea what they actually want.

They are extremely strict if compare to Taylor's.

German class is sucks too x.x

Anyway, i will work hard and try not to make my parents worry about me.

Bought some snacks to de-stress 

Summer season and the weather is freaking hot.

And our classrooms have no fan at all

what the hell is this.

No air-cond, No fan, but we need to wear our blazers all the time.

Can you imagine how hot is it !!

it makes us dizzy and no mood to study.

But I feel so happy and relax everytime skype with my parents

They went to penang to spend their holidays without me :(

They skype with me in the hotel room and make me so envy and miss them!!

Look at my face.
EMO LOOK.

I just miss them

19.8.2012

不管是小时候还是现在 都有家人宠着我

现在恋爱了 有男朋友宠

但是我的男友思想比我成熟 教会了我很多事

太任性时总会毫不留情的骂我

有时候凶我时 我就会觉得他不爱我了

他总爱骂我公主病 我承认我有一点

我在努力的改掉这个病

朋友都说做我男友很可怜 压力

是这样吗  宝贝？

我不想这样的 只是我比较容易没有安全感

每次都惹你生气 我真的不是故意的

:(

Street parade @zurich

Hello People.

I had a super duper wonderful weekend last week.

Our new friend from Hong Kong asked us to join her gang to Zurich last week.

Since we had nothing to do,so we decided to go.

At Railway station waiting for the train...

Ok, I'm lazy, let the pix do the talking

Cosplay Rock!!

This is like the scene in Pirahna lol

Party time

My lunch of the day, #movenpick swiss chocolate ice-cream. yummy

Spot the difference? The one who drinks beer and I drink mineral water.

First time see the dirty street in swiss

After that, we had our dinner at Japanese Restaurant.

Yummy. But i still prefer sakea sushi. I miss soft shell crab.

This pink Boom is nice.

This couple is so cute. The guy wanna take pix with us.just cuz we are short 0.0

My exhausted face after playing the whole long day.

End here.

tata

xoxo