田馥甄 你就不要想起我

                   

我都寂寞多久了還是沒好
感覺全世界都在竊竊嘲笑
我能有多驕傲 不堪一擊好不好
一碰到你我就被撂倒

吵醒沈睡冰山後從容脫逃
你總是有辦法輕易作到
一個遠遠的微笑 就掀起洶湧波濤
又聞到眼淚沸騰的味道

明明你也很愛我 沒理由愛不到結果
只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過
夜長夢還多 你就不要想起我
到時候你就知道有多痛

當時那些快樂多難得美好
你真的有辦法捨得不要
才剛成真的美夢 轉眼就幻滅破掉
祝福你真的可以睡得好

明明你也最愛我 沒理由愛不到結果
只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過
夜長夢很多 你就不要想起我
到時候最好別來要認錯
你就不要 想我到 瘋掉

明明你也還愛我 沒理由愛不到結果
只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過
夜長夢會多 你就不要想起我
我等夜監聽你說多愛我

I am back blog.

Finally I am homeeeee.

So happy to see my family and him.

We never talked since 2 months ago after broke up

Everything is so awkward when we first met in airport.

We were so silent in the car.

And then he started the conversation.

'How was your training'

'Why are you so quiet'

'Why you don't look at me like how you used to be'

I was like awwwhh, this is so awkward.

And then he asked

' Can I hug you'

'yes, for the last time'

He hugged me so tighttttt until I can't breath lol

then I started to tear.

This is the hug that i waiting for so long.

I cried even harder when he said sorry to me and kissed my forehead.

He saw that and he hugged me for so long and tight.

And then we went for lunch at our fav place that we used to be.

Everything suddenly become so sweet.

We talked and laughed, We sweet talked, but we are just friends.

I don't know how should I do. 

I am confuse

I am terrified.

I told him if you want me back just do something.

The way he looked at me yesterday is so 'deep'(深情)'

and I love the way he looked at me and smiling non stop.

and he told me every single moment of us he never forget.

before he left,

he gave me a hug and a goodbye kiss.

This never happened before.

I feel in love again. like 热恋期

But I think if a guy really love you,

he should make some more efforts..

I don't want to think anymore.

顺其自然吧